The Little Fluke
A flak of luck, as I think of it,
the hap in happiness
neutral as a flake of schist.
Of snow. Of skin.
Whatever time we’re in,
we’d better make a memory,
however un-noteworthy
(what would happen without?)
the melody; the party
however parted. However shared,
the little flare of conscious
coincidence that need not be
more mystical or woozy
than the sides of a vertex, our chairs
turned at whichever angle
we could edge together.
I remember sourdough
toast we loved outdoors
on that tiny patio,
that seaside garden,
stepping stones
into a breakfast rest,
a luxury of time
to sit inside a moment:
Provincetown, twenty years ago.
As if a cafe, long since closed,
could come visit me,
nestled in a reverie.
As if I sort of knew
that calm, watercolor day
that it would, at some odd hour,
turn up naked, lost,
flush with faith
in detours; asking for directions
with a smile I wouldn’t know
how to turn away.
Christopher Phelps is a queer, neurodivergent poet living in Santa Fe where he tutors himself and others math and letteral arts. He is searching for others who believe poetry can be equal parts vulnerable and subversive. His poems have appeared in Beloit Poetry Journal, The Kenyon Review, The Nation, Palette Poetry, Poetry Magazine, and Zoeglossia. A chapbook, Tremblem, was semi-privately printed in 2018. More information can be found at www.christopher-phelps.com/poetry.